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suicide or self harm? - relax - draw - icons - tutorials - release your thoughts

TUTORIALS

weee i'm making tutorials! i'm hoping to get these bad boys out in 2013, yep i set my goal widely. i've already started some but i want about twenty tutorials on the blog so you guys aren't just waiting for them to be up. i'm making a whole new blog for my tutorials and they will be ready for you as soon as possible.

ICONS

yes i make icons, but requests are closed at least until winter. this is mainly for me to keep track of what to do and all that shit. so basically what i'm going to be making is a whole new blog for icons and it will have previews of finished icons and the icon faq. it's frustrating making an icon faq because i really don't want to force people to follow me or do anything for me. think of it this way, i am taking time out of my day to draw you an icon, a lot of people ask for money for that sort of thing. please just try to be patient too, the icons take a while. if you complain or whine to me about when they will be done i'm not even going to make it for you and i will just message you saying you abused the terms of use. that will be another page i'll be making. all i want in return is credit somewhere visible on your blog. it's a lot of work and i really want to get a new tablet this winter. i'm also a bit rusty so i'm going to have to sketch for a week or so to get back in the groove of things. hopefully by winter i'll have my shit together, but try not to expect too much.

SELF HARM & SUICIDE HELP

i know you probably don't have any hope right now, but please read this for me. if you committed suicide, i couldn't live with myself. knowing someone could have passed by my blog with thoughts of suicide and i didn't even try to help them, i would be miserable. i hate goodbyes, even simple ones. goodbyes for a day, goodbyes of people deleting their tumblr, any kind of goodbye. but the worst goodbye is suicide. the thought of one less person on this earth keeps me terrified and reminded of how fragile life is. before you do ANYTHING, please for the sake of me and you, talk to me. i'm not a counselor, i am different i know what it's like. i know what it's like to feel like everyone is trying to help you and you feel uncooperative and all these mixed emotions, that you just feel the need to say "i'm ok" to everything. if you don't care about your sake, care about mine. i would genuinely care if you left this world, i promise you i will not rest until are enjoying life. i will talk to you for days, months, years as long as it takes and after that we will be the bestest friends. just don't give yourself a permanent solution to a temporary problem. please i am begging you, talk to me, and if you aren't comfortable with talking to me, call a hotline listed below. please, under any circumstances, don't give up this easily on me.
1-800-SUICIDE
Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
or if you want to talk to someone in your state about anything, click here

BANDS

some of the concerts i was dragged to and others i had to beg to go to.
sleeping with sirens x2
of mice and men x1
breathe carolina x1
the maine x1
avenged sevenfold x1
abandon all ships x2
all time low x2
memphis may fire x1
pierce the veil x2
a day to remember x1
you me at six x2

ABOUT

haidere. i'm kerstin(it's pronounced like it's spelled). most personal information is irrelevant. bands are my everything. i'm pretty sarcastic, and tend to have a soft spot for some people. i don't have many friends at all, but that's okay. i'm a huge procrastinator. i'm agnostic and if you try to talk to me about religious shit you are wasting your time. i have an unhealthy obsession with music, especially all the songs on my playlist. bands such as you me at six, sleeping with sirens, pierce the veil, a day to remember, and all time low make me really happy.

FAQ & ASK

>>Can you check out my blog?
Sure, but don't anticipate that I will follow back.
>>Can you promote me? Promo for promo?
Nope, nothing personal. I don't like the idea of promotions on Tumblr.
>>Can you vote for me/tell your followers to vote for me?
If we talk on occassion, sure, but i won't tell my followers.
>>Who made your theme?
I made this theme myself and i don't make themes for others, unless you are a friend.
>>Who made your cursor?
Jocelyn made this lovely cursor!
>>Why did you unfollow me?
I lost interest, and i will not give anybody a specific reason.
>>HTML related questions.
I'll try my best to help you out, but please do not be anonymous. I will try to make a tutorial blog when I get the time.
>>Do you track anything?
I track the tag mylifeinscript. Please leave your post up for a day or something if you want to get my attention because I might miss it.

Dear Kerstin,

FAVORITE PEOPLE

Me(Satan) and Jesus are lesbian lovers.
Me and Tatyana are Kellin's Slaves.
Samah is Kellin's maid and i'm Kellin's butler. He is my best friend.

WANT A FOLLOW BACK?

Generally I look for blogs that reblog the same types of things I do. Take a browse through my blog to check out what I reblog and if it's similar to what you reblog, I can almost guarantee a follow back. I don't unfollow you if you unfollow me, I don't follow anyone back in the first place. I don't judge a blog by the person who runs it, I judge it by what they reblog.
I DO follow when you reblog... Sleeping With Sirens, A Day To Remember, Pierce The Veil, You Me At Six, All Time Low, Alex Gaskarth, Kellin Quinn, Food, Friends, Cats, Spiderman, Concerts, and Funny Shit.

PLAYLIST

Fireworks by You Me At Six
Hold On Till May by Pierce The Veil
Stomach Tied In Knots by Sleeping With Sirens

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cloudy-dreamers:

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wouldn’t it be cool if jellyfish floated around in air instead of water but they didn’t sting you instead they gave you little kisses and rubbed your forehead with their tentacles

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why did the pop punk kid cross the road

to get out of this town

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You think you’re special? You’re not. Everyones the same, everyone lies, everyone hides things. No one makes it through this life being completely honest. Izaya Orihara (via seafoamx3)
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urbancatfitters:

i like the idea of things being organized and clean but im not good with the execution

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